STATE OF MIND
My state of mind
Been awake all night, all I want is rest
Knowing fully its over me, I'm still putting in my best
Am I in school of thought?, oh when is my test
Need to fly high, I'm the bird in the nest

What type of a kind is my kind
My mind said mind your mind
Even @ equilibrium, stable all the time
Going weird but still thinking it my type

My best is never enough then how do I help the rest
Caterpillar is the best I ever considered a pest
All about true love, thinking of butterfly is my best
Wow!!!How worse pest turnout the best pet

My known enemies are becoming friends
It crazy how worse problem turns quest
I need to wake up to it, I don't need this rest
Realize my worse performance turnout the best

I want my life on the law of average
I want the mic, the stage , all that I claim
Thinking of how to be on the game, for the fame
But if I couldn't make it, the gods are not to blame

I just need to wake up to the reality
Wow its not dark, then why dreaming in it
Remember the great ones, got it from the street
I should remember we have same decade fist

My pillow is the only wife I sleep with
Lying on this bed, not the best to reckon with
Every day the same, chasing after fame, hope it worth it
I want my life on the high scale, hope to measure it

I wish I could go back in time
Not for change but to cherish what was mine
I want all that is mine
That's my state of mind